sorry guys I haven’t written anything in a while. I was about to, but then one of my friends committed suicide. I’ll try and write something this weekend, sorry for the wait
I have a good idea that I want to continue with, but I don’t know who to be in it. So, who do you want to see more of? Matt, Cameron, Nash, or Sammy?
I love you, thank you so much 😊 I’m hoping to update this part sometime this weekend
I only have ANB & The Secret up as of right now
Most people know me because I used to be “best friends” with the Matthew Espinosa. Now that he’s back in town after finishing his sensations tour, that’s all anyone seems to be talking about.
"Y/n are you almost ready?" Kaitlyn said barging into my room. There was a party at Nick’s tonight that she somehow persuaded me into coming along. "Kate, how did you even get into my house?" She sat on my bed, "Garage code." I went to my closest and tried to find something simple. I ended up putting on high waisted shorts and a black top, leaving my hair down in loose waves.
After I put on mascara, we headed to the car and were on our way. I leaned my head back and sighed deeply. I didn’t know what to think, I haven’t seen Matt in a year, let alone talk to him. I couldn’t tell if I was more mad than upset. “What’s wrong?” I rolled my head towards the window, “Just thinking.” She looked at me sympathetically, “Matt?” I bit my lip, “No…Maybe.” I tucked my hair behind my ear and sat up straighter, “I’m just confused on what I’m thinking. All my anger is building up, but then again I’m still hurt.” She sighed, “His flight lands tomorrow, so just try and enjoy tonight.” I managed to smile.
We pulled into their driveway and there were already what seemed like a hundred people here. When we walked into the house everyone started greeting us and you could smell the alcohol in their breaths. The music was blasting and people were dancing, so Kate and I joined them. Several songs played, but it was starting to get hot and I was getting light headed. I looked over at Kate, “I’m going to get some water.” A hand grabbed mine, “I’ll come with you,” it was Nick.
To be honest I didn’t know what Nick and I were. He was gorgeous and he liked me, but there was still something holding me back. Probably because he’s basically Matt’s brother. He took me into the kitchen and got me some water, “Thank you.” He smiled, “No problem.” After I was done, he took my cup,
People kept pouring into the kitchen and it was starting to get crowded. Nick grabbed my hand, “Let me show you around.” He started upstairs and worked our way down to the living room. The house was more modern than anything, except for the piano.
I walked over to it and ran my fingers along the keys, “Heintzman?” He shrugged, “My mom and dad always believed in getting the best of the best.” I nodded and admired it. “Do you still want to go to Juilliard?” I sighed, “That’s the dream.” Everyone knows that I play and that I’m good. My parent’s always called me their prodigy, I mean my first song was River Flows in you. “How did you learn?”
I hesitated at the question, but then pushed the thought behind me, “When I was 10, Matthew thought it would be fun to try and teach me. So, he showed me a couple chords and it sort of took off from ther-” Someone coughed, startling me, I thought we were the only ones in the room. I turned around and saw a pair of brown eyes burning through me. I stood there frozen. “Hey Matt,” Nick said as they did a hand shake.
I stood there not knowing what to do. Matt opened his mouth to say something, but I walked straight passed him, not wanting to hear what he had to say. I went back to where everyone was dancing and pulled Kate’s hand, “He’s here.” She took a few steps to try and regain her balance, “Who?” I grew impatient, “Matt.” “Oh shit,” she slurred and quickly continued, “Have you guys kissed?” I could smell the alcohol as she talked, “Kate are you drunk?” Just as I asked, guy came over and started making out with her, well that answered my question.
I panicked and ran outside to where the bonfire was. What was he doing here? He’s not supposed to be here until tomorrow. I sat down on one of the chair and looked up at the sky, letting my thoughts drift.
A phone went off and I quickly turned around. “Sorry I didn’t think anyone was out here,” Matt said. I got to my feet, “I was just leaving.” He sighed, “Y/n, can we please just talk about it?” I stood up and crossed my arms, “We could’ve a year ago.” He ran his fingers through his hair, “You think I didn’t want to?” I looked at the ground, refusing to look him in the eye, “You didn’t,” and I walked away. I could feel him watching me, but I kept walking until I couldn’t.
a/n: I’ve deleted some writing, so if you don’t see them, that’s why.
Matthew Espinosa: The Unexpected (completed)
Cameron Dallas: A New Beginning
Nash Grier: This is war
Cameron Dallas: Forever and always
Matthew Espinosa: It’s only ever been you
Jacob Whitesides: Birthday Surprise
Sammy Wilk: Scary movie